Unveiled

Unveiled
Exposed
Taken away from what I am used to
Stepping into realms unknown
But uninhibited in my search for me
There are corners of my psyche
That I have hidden from myself
Locked away into my zone of comfort
I claw and cleave to what I know
Afraid of what is ahead
Scared to find out the imperfections
Yet to be exposed
I run from it, though I crave it at the
same time
The objects of my affection
What I want, I need, I have to have
But run from
I need to know me, expose me
And see me
But I am afraid of what I'll find
Battered bruised bowed and belittled
All in one ball of flesh so misused
and abandoned
I don't know but I know all at once
I succeed and fail at the same time
Mind my confusion before my own
eyes
I see it, yet I deny it, but it's still there
Lurking in the shadows waiting to
bombard me
With it's version of the truth
How long can you run from the
shadows
Before you run into that piece of glass

The mirror that shows you yourself

Nef Jones