Watching You Leave

It seems something always goes wrong
When you stay away for too long
Not sure if you keep your word
Because of the things I've heard

Watching you leave makes me feel
That your love was never real
I hate to say I fell for you
And thought your love for me was true

I think back to the times we shared
And realized that you never cared
I put myself through so much pain
To think it was your love I gained

I thought you were my one and only
But now you're gone and I'm so lonely
Feeling depressed and especially unsure
About another realtionship that may not endure

Will I forever feel this way?
Where it's you I think of day by day ?
Will time let me cease and be apart of the skies?
Will you come back to me in another lifetime?

I await my answers, when will they show up?
I can't let my heart down, I will not give up
Watching you leave has gotten the best of me
Watching you leave has taken life from me

Meghan Twitty